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Forced Vaccination Will Never Work and Here’s Why


Recently I’ve been reading a lot of articles on the Disneyland cases of the measles. Suddenly, there are a ton of polls requesting your opinion if vaccines should be mandatory or if vaccines should be a parent’s right to choose. So far, the polls have been overwhelmingly one-sided, and side with the parent’s right to choose.

First of all, there is no way anyone will go for mandatory vaccinations because that would go against our basic human rights. Plus, science isn’t perfect and organisms are constantly evolving so it would be extremely stupid to force less-than perfect vaccinations onto people when there is no guarantee it will protect against that specific strain forever, or AT ALL for that matter seeing as how fully vaccinated children are still getting the measles. Scientists know this and if your doctor is smart, they’ll tell you the same thing.

I’m going to apologize ahead of time if I get a little frustrated in this blog, this topic has been an emotional one for me… Honestly, I don’t particularly agree with being forced to pump my childs body full of neurotoxic metals, chemicals, aborted fetal cells, non-human biological products, and cancer-causing carcinogens just to trigger an immunological response against a viral or bacterial strain that may or may not create an antibody against that specific strain.

If you haven’t already heard, there is something called “over-stimulating the immune system” and here are a few points to consider:

  • When you give a child 2-3 different vaccines at one time, you’re really making their immune systems work to fight off 7-8 diseases. For example giving them the MMR, DTaP, and Varicella vaccines all in one well visit. Sometimes given when a child is already sick with the flu or a cold so the immune system is already hard at work.
  • Each vaccine has ingredients that are meant to trigger the immune system to respond, so giving a child 3 different vaccines at the same time makes their immune system overwork itself especially if the child is already sick.

You might wonder why a child has a high fever or cries for days (or weeks) after getting vaccinated… It might be because their little bodies are not meant to handle all that crap! So forgive me if I get a little emotional here, because I have been that kid and I remember (vividly) what it was like to experience a severe and possibly deadly reaction from the Hepatitis B vaccine and another severe reaction to the HPV vaccine when I was in my 20’s.

When I became a parent and decided not to vaccinate my child, I didn’t make that decision based on Jenny McCarthy or Andrew Wakefield. I made that decision by questioning vaccines based on my own personal experience, years of researching each of the ingredients in the package inserts of every vaccine required by the CDC, and reading the stories from (previously pro-vaccine) parents of vaccine injured children who learned their lessons about the dangers of vaccines the hard way.

Let me tell you that I would much rather have my unvaccinated child become naturally infected with ONE type of measles strain without all those unnecessary toxic chemicals interfering with her body’s response, because guess what? My child is healthy and she’s not going to die from the measles and I promise you, neither will your vaccinated child. If you don’t believe me, then try researching the last time anyone died from the measles in the United States, or whichever country you live in (aside from 3rd world countries), AND THEN research if that person was fully vaccinated against the measles or not, AND THEN research if that person had other health issues before getting the measles. Trust me, there are a lot of factors to take into consideration before assuming EVERYONE WILL DIE if they catch the measles. It was very common to get the measles when my parents were young. Nobody thought the measles was DOOOOOM AND GLOOOOOM, DEATH IS UPON US!!!!! – kind of scenario. Sorry to be so over dramatic here, but seriously…. This is how pro-vaxxers sound.

So to the pro-vaxxer extremists that are trying to take my right for parental choice away, let me just tell you that guaranteed lifelong immunity from getting the measles naturally seems a little more logical to me than believing the fear-mongoring media frenzy that my child will DIE!!!!!– if she doesn’t get a shot. Despite what you want to believe, my child is very healthy and doesn’t have any vaccine preventable diseases that will put your child in danger. If you find comfort in injecting your children with neurotoxic metals and cancer-causing carcinogens just for the peace of mind that they MIGHT be protected from a disease that they are probably still going to get if they are ever exposed to it, especially from the vaccine itself, then by all means.. Please continue to do whatever makes you sleep at night. In the meantime, shut your yap and leave my right for parental choice alone. Thank you, and have a nice day.


8 Things Pro-Vaxxers Say That Contradict Each Other



Foot in Mouth

Argument #1: Vaccinate to protect your child!

Pro-Vaxxers have this false sense that vaccines are 100% effective and will absolutely protect your child from getting “vaccine preventable” diseases. So what happens when fully vaccinated children get the very disease they were vaccinated against?

Wait, what?? Vaccinated children are still able to become infected with the diseases they were vaccinated against? Of course they can and they do! When there is a so-called “outbreak” the majority of the infected population have already been fully vaccinated against the disease, but they don’t tell you that in the news.

Argument #2: Symptoms are less severe in vaccinated individuals

Once pro-vaxxers realize that fully vaccinated children are still getting the very diseases they were vaccinated against, their response is that sometimes vaccines aren’t 100% effective, however, they will go on to state that the symptoms of those diseases are less severe in the vaccinated population, which in turn will protect them from dying from all those “deadly” diseases.

Pro-vaxxers like to scare people into thinking their children will DIE if they don’t get vaccinated. The truth of the matter is, the majority of people who become infected with “vaccine preventable” diseases DO NOT die. If your child is healthy, their bodies are able to fight off the illness within a few days.

Argument #3: “Vaccine preventable” diseases kill millions of people each year

Sure, “vaccine preventable” diseases might kill millions of people each year in countries where children already have compromised immune systems from drinking dirty water and playing in extremely unsanitary living conditions their entire lives.

Argument # 4: Side effects to vaccines are rare

Pro-vaxxers like to downplay the severity of vaccine side effects. There is a reason why side effects are listed in the package inserts to vaccines. They list those side effects because they have been experienced by more than one person, and have been reported more than one time. If side effects to vaccines were not as common as pro-vaxxers lead people to believe, the government wouldn’t have had to create a Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System where people can go to report their adverse reactions, and they wouldn’t have had to create a Vaccine Injury Compensation Program so those people could be compensated for their vaccine related injuries.

Argument #5: The benefits outweigh the risks

Pro-vaxxers seem to think that vaccine injury or vaccine related death is acceptable as long as everyone knows that the benefits outweigh the risks. What benefits are they talking about? I’m pretty sure if it were their child who suffered from a severe reaction, they wouldn’t be saying “my child died as a result of being vaccinated, but that’s ok.. at least I did my part in protecting the herd”.

Argument #6: Vaccinate to protect the herd!

If herd immunity exists, that would mean that vaccines protect every vaccinated person from getting the diseases they were vaccinated against. But hold on a second, didn’t we just hear the pro-vaxxer say that sometimes vaccines aren’t 100% effective? So, if vaccinated children are still becoming ill with the very disease they were vaccinated against, this would mean that those vaccinated children are still able to spread the disease to other vaccinated and non-vaccinated children. This in itself throws the “herd immunity” theory out the window. The medical industry over-sells the “herd immunity” point, however, herd immunity is just a theory and has never been scientifically proven.

For example, “Measles outbreaks occur even when the vaccinated population exceeds 95%”.. Herd immunity = junk science.

Arguement #7: Unvaccinated children are the cause of “vaccine preventable” outbreaks

Let’s think about this for a second… If vaccinated children are still able to become infected with “vaccine preventable” diseases, that would still make them contagious and able to spread the disease to others. So if the majority of the infected population of an outbreak has already been fully vaccinated, it really isn’t logical to believe the cause of the outbreaks are solely due to “anti-vaxxers”.

Argument #8: Vaccines DO NOT cause autism

Such a heated debate. Of course the medical institution and any pro-vaxxer you meet won’t admit that vaccines are the cause of the #1 rise in childhood disorders all over the world. Vaccines are given at such a young age, there is no way of telling if they were born with this disorder or not. There are some scientific articles that might state there is no correlation between vaccines and autism, however, there are plenty of other scientific articles as well as families who have been publicly compensated by the National Vaccine Injury Compensation Program for vaccines causing other neurological disorders that eventually led to the diagnosis of autism.

Please see link below for a list of studies linking vaccines to autism:











Growing Up Vaccinated, an Alternative Perspective to Amy Parker’s “Growing Up Unvaccinated”

Mommy and Airyss

Growing Up Vaccinated, an Alternative Perspective to Amy Parker’s “Growing Up Unvaccinated”

I have always been quiet about my past experiences with vaccines; however, the popular article by Amy Parker entitled “Growing Up Unvaccinated” clearly deserves an alternative perspective.

I am the 80’s child of normal parents who followed the CDC recommended guidelines for vaccinating their 5 children. As babies, my mother tried breastfeeding all of us, however, she could only produce enough to feed us for 2 weeks. My mother had no other choice but to supplement with formula until we were old enough to drink regular 2% milk. You know, the kind of milk that you buy in grocery stores that have additives like hormones and antibiotics. Of course my parents weren’t aware of that at the time, so needless to say, we were drinking a lot of that kind of milk. My parents also brought us up on an incredibly normal diet like salad, spaghetti and meatballs, macaroni and cheese, pizza, taco’s, lasagna, cereal, chips, candy, LOTS of candy, and even McDonald’s, Dairy Queen, and Arby’s.

We had a normal suburban lifestyle. We grew up with all of our neighbors, played outside, walked everywhere, played sports, and danced. We were allowed to drink soda, and even though we were unaware that the water was fluoridated, we drank plenty of that too.

My parent’s did everything they could to keep us healthy, and like I said, complied with what was expected of them by the CDC vaccination schedule. My siblings and I grew up having every single vaccine on the shelves in the 80’s. I also grew up with developmental delays and cognitive learning disabilities. I was always in those classes at school that assist children who are slow at learning. Let me tell you, it’s not any fun growing up feeling like you are dumber than your peers. Anyway, I’ll get straight to the point.

I specifically remember a time when I was seven; there was this huge deal about getting the Hepatitis B vaccine. There were clinics all over town offering the vaccine; so of course, my mother had all 5 of her children there to get vaccinated. Not even a day after I was vaccinated, I started to become very sick. My lymph nodes in my neck were swollen, so naturally I thought I was developing strep throat. Then the lymph nodes in my pelvic area started to became very swollen to the point where I couldn’t sit down or walk. I also started noticing these little red dots forming on my feet. Eventually those red dots spread all over the bottom half of my legs and spread all the way up to my knee’s to the point where the dots were no longer dots, they were huge purple splots (yes, I called them splots). My head, neck, stomach, and legs were extremely puffy and swollen. No matter how many times my parents took me to the doctor, there was nothing that they could do because they had never seen this illness before. I remember being so sick that I would secretly hope that I would die than to have to keep feeling that sick. At seven years old, I would literally pray to God to take me and relieve me from the pain I was feeling.

It wasn’t until about a month and a half later when I started getting better. After all the tests that were performed on me, they finally discovered that I was having a reaction to “foreign protein” in my blood. So, how in the world would foreign protein get into my blood stream? Well, the doctors wouldn’t discuss this with my parents. Eventually my condition was swept under the rug.

Let’s skip a few years down the road when I was in my 20’s. I too was diagnosed with pre-cancerous HPV. I had to go through the normal process of frequent visits to my doctor. Like most cases, however, the pre-cancerous cells went away on their own. Then I received my first round of Gardasil shots. A day after my shot, my lymph nodes in my pelvic area became extremely swollen to the point where it was too painful to sit down or walk. I made an appointment to see my gynecologist, and all she could say was it looked like I had strep in my pelvic area. How the heck would I get strep in my pelvic area?? At this point I was old enough to figure out that I was having a reaction to the Gardasil vaccine. There were only two instances where I had swollen lymph nodes in my pelvic area, and I knew I had to find out if the illness I had when I was seven was the cause of a vaccine. Luckily, my mother is an avid journal writer (and author), so I was able to look back at my mothers old journals when I was seven. Low and behold, the day after I received the Hepatitis B vaccine, I started having swollen lymph nodes in my neck and pelvic area, my entire body was swollen, as well as the red “splots” that spread on both of my legs.

Let’s skip another few years, I was 27 when I found out I was pregnant with my first child. Given my experience with vaccines, and growing up in a pro-vaccine family, I naturally wanted to do more research in the world of vaccinations before I made the decision to vaccinate my child. I decided to give my old physician’s office a call to see if I could get the past history of my conditions. This was not an easy process, but I eventually found out that the name of the condition I had when I was seven had been “mysteriously” erased from my medical records. Are you serious? So according to my medical records, the condition I had when I was seven, never happened? Hmmm… Something is not adding up here!

I decided to research the ingredients to the vaccines, which to my surprise, I found that they are made with human and non-human biological ingredients (aka “foreign protein”). Hmmm…. Could this add up? Could this be the “foreign protein” that the doctors told my parents my blood was having a reaction to? How else would “foreign protein” get into my blood stream? Through my research, I also saw pictures of little newborn infants who have just been vaccinated from Hepatitis B, with their bodies swollen just like mine had been. Many of those babies actually died and doctors are telling those parents it’s because of some rare disease, and the parents are forced to believe it! If I would have died from my illness, do you think my parents would have known it was because of the Hepatitis B vaccine? No!

The FDA has a history of rolling products out to the public without proper clinical testing, because of the push (and money) they receive from the pharmaceutical companies. Then months later you will hear the FDA having to recall the same products that they had just approved as being “safe,” because there have been continued reports (emphasis on “reports”) of extremely harmful reactions to those products including death. They don’t take those products off the shelves because “science” proves that they cause those side effects. Clinical trials are meant to test the reports of side effects. Not the “science” of side effects. So if the FDA recalls products because of continued “reports” of harmful and possibly deadly reactions to the products they approve, then the story should be the same with vaccines, right? Wrong! For some reason, vaccines are exempt from this protocol, and are kept on the shelves for your children to be injected with no matter who’s child has become permanently injured by vaccines. So what’s their solution? To implement a Vaccine Injury Compensation Program for individuals to be compensated for their injuries. This is not an easy process, however, parents have to present their case in front of the vaccine injury court, and they are either awarded or denied compensation. This compensation, might I add, is paid for by YOUR tax dollars, not the pharmaceutical companies who make the vaccines.

It is because of this, as well as my personal experience that prompted me NOT to vaccinate myself OR my children. My daughter is completely unvaccinated and I’m proud to report she is a completely healthy three-year-old, and she is on par with her development and learning abilities. No, I don’t take her to a “holistic” practitioner. She goes to a regular pediatrician like every other kid.

Despite my condition when I was seven, I was a pretty healthy kid. I had Chicken Pox, like most of the kids I grew up with. My mother grew up having Measles, Rubella, and Pertussis, like most people in her generation did. The fact of the matter is, we all lived through them. Seeing as how Ms. Amy Parker is not dead, it seems as though she lived through her childhood illnesses to tell her story. The amazing thing is most have life-long immunity from contracting some of those diseases naturally, something that vaccines don’t guarantee.

To Ms. Amy Parker, if you are so inclined to speak about vaccines and “anecdotal evidence,” you should also know that “herd immunity” is not only a myth, but has NEVER been scientifically proven either. You would ALSO know that live-virus vaccines shed. Meaning, the virus stays in the recipient’s system and sheds the virus to other children. This is similar with children vaccinated with inactivated or “dead” viruses or bacteria. For example, there have been over 12,000 cases of Pertussis in the United States in the year 2013. The FDA has come out with an official statement saying that the outbreak was caused not only by waning immunity of vaccines, but vaccinated children can still become infected with the disease without always getting sick and spread the disease to other children. This is the acellular DTaP vaccine, the same vaccine used for Pertussis all over the world. If this is true for Pertussis, the possibility of this happening with other vaccines is not far behind.

Hearsay, anecdotal evidence, or whatever the case may be; it doesn’t take a “scientist” to put two and two together.

By Maegan Soria